Now let's see how much i know myself, this is interesting. Haha.
Okay. Physically. I'm Short. Fat. Medium length hair. Fringed. Strips of red which has turn brown, gonna redye soon. Eyes are sepet. My nose is well normal. Lips, gift of the gab. Pump out cheeks. Round face. Double chin sucks bad and bigtime, Collar bone visible, shoulders normal, fat arms, long fingers, long nails, boobs are normal, tummy super pillow, huge ass which has got to go, huge thighs which has got to be murdered. Badly scarred right knee, damn ugly. Short legs, ugly feet, normal je la actually, but because i wear my crocs too often, under the son too right, like it's divided into two tones, light in front and dark towards my heel. Freakishly funny, but who cares. Okay, so top to toe, it's like that.
Okay. Mentally. I'm funny. Sometimes i laugh to myself for being ridicule. I can be daring at times, daringly stupid or daringly serious. However, i can also be damned as hell shy. Especially when meeting someone, i go into what i call my ugly fits. I get nervous, even though it's no one special, i'm just usually nervous around someone new. I'll get all fidgety, my palms start sweating and it's hard to wipe the sweat outta my forehead, that leads to me being all super cautious, when someone notices me being all uncomfortable, i'll feel more uncomfortable, my stomach churns twice as bad, i'll look like a wreck, my fringe will be soaked, which is a very ugly scene mind you, but once i'm in the comfort zone, i'll be better. I promise :)
Okay. Mentally, still. I am smart but i am lazy. People keep telling me that i would always do good in my exams or whatever else, but really, i don't do all that excellent. I expect myself to do more because i know my capability but i often get distracted with other things in life. The best things in life to be exact. Friends, Hanging out, Having Fun, Love, Wasting Time and Money :). Okay, so yeah, i tend to disappoint myself a lot academically.
Okay. Mentally, some more. I easily trust people and i have little will power. I give in to temptation easy which causes me to lack in the discipline department. I fall in love easily and hard. I am a sucker for sweet talkers, i can be lost in candy cane land in snapping fingers. I love the feeling of being in love, like my idol Britney Spears said "with love you should take the risk, because it's a beautiful feeling" Hell Yeah! I make friends easily and right now I'm how you say treating people, the way they treat me, regardless if you're my bestest friend or not, It's the only way not to get your head squash and your heart crushed.
Okay. Mentally, again. I'm sensitive. I get emotional quite easily. Usually due to trusting to fast, falling in love hard and caring for things that shouldn't be uncared for. It makes me bitchy sometimes, or cranky, or sometimes i just burst into tears, which is stupid really. But oh well, that's me, at fact, at heart :)
Alright, moving on. Habits.
I have a habit of collecting things, i used to regard is as a hobby until i realized that my room ended up looking like a junk room. I can't help it, i like to collect, memory items are fine, just as long as they don't take over your room i supposed. I have like albums and name card books filled with little photos, tickets, small details or receipts or anything similar to that. Here are the few things i can still recall that i collect besides little significant memory items :
- Stamps
- Old Money
- Ear Rings
- Keychains
- Postcards
- Letterpads
- Perfume and perfume bottles
- Book series
- Pretty boxes
- Nail Polish
- Make up
- Plastic Bags
- Bags
- Cameras
- Poetry
- Rare Gems and Jewellery
- Pencil Case
- CD singles and Old cassetes
- Notebooks and notepads
- DVD and PS2 game Ciplak
- Posters
- Some pretty tags
- Vintage toys
- Transformers
- Barbie Dolls
- Polly Pockets
- Stickers
- Old Mc Donald snoopy series.
- Purses
- New crispy money or old torn washed and critically ugly money.
- Shoes
- Greeting Cards, Special Cards, Name Cards, etc.
- Pillows
- Guitar picks
Alright, i'm sleepy. I shall continue. Just you wait.
Good night people!
