If you dumped someone just to be with someone else, then congratulations on looking for perfection because even though you try searching for it, Yet you'll still fail because nobody's perfect.
I LOVE THIS LINE, COPYRIGHTED IT OKAY.
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Kedukan Bukit
Old Malay :
I find it damned cool, try reading the old malay one and matching it with the modern malay. It's interesting. The story itself sounded cute to me. I had to stop and blog it for awhile. I'm doing research on old kingdoms by the way. How "sekolah menengah"ish of all this. Oh well, till i find other interesting things.
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- svasti śrī śakavaŕşātīta 605 (604 ?) ekādaśī śu
- klapakşa vulan vaiśākha dapunta hiya
- sāmvau mangalap siddhayātra di saptamī śuklapakşa
- vulan jyeşţha dapunta hiya
- tāmvan mamāva yam vala dualakşa dangan ko-
- duaratus cāra di sāmvau dangan jālan sarivu
- tlurātus sapulu dua vañakña dātam di mata jap
- sukhacitta di pañcamī śuklapakşa vula
…. - laghu mudita dātam marvuat vanua …..
- śrīvijaya jaya siddhayātra subhikşa .....
- Selamat dan bahagia! Dalam Shaka 605, pada sebelas
- hari bulan terang dari bulan Waisyakha Baginda naik
- kapal mencari untungnya pada tujuh
- hari bulan terang dari bulan Jyestha Baginda berangkat
- dari muara Tamvan membawa bala dua laksa dengan
- ... dua ratus pawang di kapal dengan yang jalan kaki seribu
- tiga ratus dua belas banyaknya datang di Matajap
- suka cita. Pada lima hari bulan terang dari bulan Asada
- belayar mudik, datang membuat benua ...
- Srivijaya kota yang berjaya, yang bahagia, dan yang makmur!
I find it damned cool, try reading the old malay one and matching it with the modern malay. It's interesting. The story itself sounded cute to me. I had to stop and blog it for awhile. I'm doing research on old kingdoms by the way. How "sekolah menengah"ish of all this. Oh well, till i find other interesting things.
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Monday, July 21, 2008
College Life At Third.
So I had the liberty to take only 3 subjects this sem and continue another 1 next year, but NO. I wanted to TEST MY LIMITS and TRY FINISHING IT BY END OF THIS YEAR.
So here I am working my ass off, but i'm taking my break for awhile, blogging and watching diandra jiggling on webcam, with boyce avenue in the background and ain worrying about a certain someone who hadn't been talking to her for 5 days. Dude, call her already. -_-"
Okay, Later. I hate work now.
:(
GO OBAMA!
So here I am working my ass off, but i'm taking my break for awhile, blogging and watching diandra jiggling on webcam, with boyce avenue in the background and ain worrying about a certain someone who hadn't been talking to her for 5 days. Dude, call her already. -_-"
Okay, Later. I hate work now.
:(
GO OBAMA!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Breakups
Breakups could be temporary or permanent, but when you're at it, act like you're at it.
You don't resolves things by snapping nasty messages and expect that your other half or your supposedly other half would love you the same forever. Use your brains people.
Take time to heal, don't rush into things, don't go into shortchanges, come on, we're all young, there's many more hearts out there to welcome us. Even if you know you're going to marry that certain someone, live your life at your own view, love yourself first, before loving anyone else, surely we don't like getting hurt. So don't allow it to happen.
Set things straight. Don't leave yourself confused. If you want your exes back, aim for the best and do the right or the most logical thing. If you want to move on, MOVE ON, don't come running back and forth. It only shows you're indecisive and you're playing a fool out of yourself. So pick your choice, if you are not sure, STAY SOBER AND PRAY TO GOD FOR SOME ANSWERS. Don't do stupid, irrational and psychotic activities.
Live your lovelife, love is a risk everybody shouldn't be afraid of because it's beautiful. as said by my spiritual twin, Britney Spears. HAHAHAHA. Mimpi sluar katok much.
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You don't resolves things by snapping nasty messages and expect that your other half or your supposedly other half would love you the same forever. Use your brains people.
Take time to heal, don't rush into things, don't go into shortchanges, come on, we're all young, there's many more hearts out there to welcome us. Even if you know you're going to marry that certain someone, live your life at your own view, love yourself first, before loving anyone else, surely we don't like getting hurt. So don't allow it to happen.
Set things straight. Don't leave yourself confused. If you want your exes back, aim for the best and do the right or the most logical thing. If you want to move on, MOVE ON, don't come running back and forth. It only shows you're indecisive and you're playing a fool out of yourself. So pick your choice, if you are not sure, STAY SOBER AND PRAY TO GOD FOR SOME ANSWERS. Don't do stupid, irrational and psychotic activities.
Live your lovelife, love is a risk everybody shouldn't be afraid of because it's beautiful. as said by my spiritual twin, Britney Spears. HAHAHAHA. Mimpi sluar katok much.
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Happy Birthday Mom!
Mama,
All these years that you've been there,
No one holds a bigger place in my heart,
I swear.
For all those times that you stood strong,
In time of need, in time of comfort,
You were there.
And Mama I love you,
I promise you it's true
And Mama what would i do,
without you,
in my life,
Well mama i wish, you'd know
All the nice things i have to say,
Day and night for you I'd pray,
But first today,
Happy Birthday.
All these years that you've been there,
No one holds a bigger place in my heart,
I swear.
For all those times that you stood strong,
In time of need, in time of comfort,
You were there.
And Mama I love you,
I promise you it's true
And Mama what would i do,
without you,
in my life,
Well mama i wish, you'd know
All the nice things i have to say,
Day and night for you I'd pray,
But first today,
Happy Birthday.
Friday, July 18, 2008
It's Almost One Bitches!
Alright, So it's almost 1am and I have college tomorrow and I'm still wide awake. Why? Don't ask me, I don't know. My eyes only shut earliest at 1.27am. Ever since holidays that is but hello nadia's body, it's not holidays anymore can you shut down a bit earlier before I have cranky mornings again? Sheesh Kebab Kebab (hungry)
I'm dead bored actually, Myspace and Facebook does not entertain me that much anymore. Got kind of too busy for it these days that it seems very much boring to me. I resent the fact that more, well, unlikeable people are having Facebooks. Before you know it, shake your legs and blink your eyes, Facebook would be another Myspace. Filled with not only people but scams, liars, dramas, back stabbers, jerks, terrifying pages and the list could just go on. It's not so much of a place for friends but more of a site of social dramas from your seats at home. Why do you watch The Hills when there's Myspace? :)
Ary came over just now (finally) to help improvise the song I made. While I strummed the chords he did some catchy plucking which (obviously) I can't and am too sucky to play. It turned out quite well. The thing is, camera voice recordings are not that impressive. SO the recording ended up a little wittle teensy bit muffled. Yet, it was all good. Ary too made his own song. A nice one to shove undeserving people up their asses. Can't explain much here, too public. I know you're reading. It's usually Ary help me up with the chords and stuff and I help him out with the lyrics. It's making me crazy I can't figure out some lines for Ary. These kinds of situation makes me feel so uncomfortable and restless and tired. (But still not a bit sleepy -__-") Nira was there too, to comment on our performance, chelamak nira. Actually, all she did mostly was looking through her myspace and facebook and being all infuriated with a picture of Joe Jonas kissing some unknown girl. *Ouch ouch GRR* You can't separate Nira and her Jonas Brothers.
I want to go to Panic! At the disco this 4th but I don't think there's anyone to go there with me. I'm in need of a concert but SingFest is too bloody expensive, mom would drop me a big fat huge gigantic and humongous NO. MTV ASIA AWARDS tickets are only given by invitation which comes from many contest they're holding. Which also sucks. Anyways, heard that Avril's coming too, that sounds good. Venue not confirmed yet. One things for sure, this Sunday, Cineleisure, Mtv Asia Awards Roadshow, got OBS (Ary's Favorite Band -___-")
The aircond is so freaking cold, need to get undercovers now.
Later Blog,
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I'm dead bored actually, Myspace and Facebook does not entertain me that much anymore. Got kind of too busy for it these days that it seems very much boring to me. I resent the fact that more, well, unlikeable people are having Facebooks. Before you know it, shake your legs and blink your eyes, Facebook would be another Myspace. Filled with not only people but scams, liars, dramas, back stabbers, jerks, terrifying pages and the list could just go on. It's not so much of a place for friends but more of a site of social dramas from your seats at home. Why do you watch The Hills when there's Myspace? :)
Ary came over just now (finally) to help improvise the song I made. While I strummed the chords he did some catchy plucking which (obviously) I can't and am too sucky to play. It turned out quite well. The thing is, camera voice recordings are not that impressive. SO the recording ended up a little wittle teensy bit muffled. Yet, it was all good. Ary too made his own song. A nice one to shove undeserving people up their asses. Can't explain much here, too public. I know you're reading. It's usually Ary help me up with the chords and stuff and I help him out with the lyrics. It's making me crazy I can't figure out some lines for Ary. These kinds of situation makes me feel so uncomfortable and restless and tired. (But still not a bit sleepy -__-") Nira was there too, to comment on our performance, chelamak nira. Actually, all she did mostly was looking through her myspace and facebook and being all infuriated with a picture of Joe Jonas kissing some unknown girl. *Ouch ouch GRR* You can't separate Nira and her Jonas Brothers.
I want to go to Panic! At the disco this 4th but I don't think there's anyone to go there with me. I'm in need of a concert but SingFest is too bloody expensive, mom would drop me a big fat huge gigantic and humongous NO. MTV ASIA AWARDS tickets are only given by invitation which comes from many contest they're holding. Which also sucks. Anyways, heard that Avril's coming too, that sounds good. Venue not confirmed yet. One things for sure, this Sunday, Cineleisure, Mtv Asia Awards Roadshow, got OBS (Ary's Favorite Band -___-")
The aircond is so freaking cold, need to get undercovers now.
Later Blog,
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Bruce Parry
Alright, all these trying to be more knowledgeable and updated with the world shit I'm going through is making me change into someone who actually feel like she cares about the world and it's diversity now. Not only I've been reading news and economic/business magazines, I've been youtubing some serious stuff about the world (suggestions from Dr. Z) and I've found something really heartwarming and interesting, to me lah atleast.
Bruce Parry, according to Wikipedia, a british Marine instructor had taken the challenge on his expedition on tribes. It's so touching the way he had bonded with the people there and did all these rituals which some were torturous, embarrassing and crazy at the same time. He loved the tribe and the tribe loved him, so do i. I love Bruce Parry now. Dammit, what a geek. -_-"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEbibwjm3eI
(embedded are not allowed so go to this link people)
The one and only Bruce Parry in action expedition!
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Bruce Parry, according to Wikipedia, a british Marine instructor had taken the challenge on his expedition on tribes. It's so touching the way he had bonded with the people there and did all these rituals which some were torturous, embarrassing and crazy at the same time. He loved the tribe and the tribe loved him, so do i. I love Bruce Parry now. Dammit, what a geek. -_-"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEbibwjm3eI
(embedded are not allowed so go to this link people)
The one and only Bruce Parry in action expedition!
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
Tough Job
Alright, It's like the second week of college and I skipped 2 days because I was sick. I'm still currently sick but I'm still hyper/crazy me, which makes everybody in college convinced that I wasn't sick and just out somewhere over partied. Jeez Louis.
Anyways, been reading a lot on economic and business, boy don't I sound so unlike me now. Yet, jyeahh, who said learning about the world's politic and economy wasn't fun. In class, we discussed about Obama and Mc Cain and how their election are going to determine the economic change, mostly in the USA. Omg, I don't know why but I'm literally obsessed about Obama and Mc Cain. I'm a fully Obama supporter, all the way. All for peace. Mc Cain's another Bush, you can see it in his double-chinned face. Freaky.
Oh, I want to rehighlight my hair :(
Anyways, been reading a lot on economic and business, boy don't I sound so unlike me now. Yet, jyeahh, who said learning about the world's politic and economy wasn't fun. In class, we discussed about Obama and Mc Cain and how their election are going to determine the economic change, mostly in the USA. Omg, I don't know why but I'm literally obsessed about Obama and Mc Cain. I'm a fully Obama supporter, all the way. All for peace. Mc Cain's another Bush, you can see it in his double-chinned face. Freaky.
Oh, I want to rehighlight my hair :(
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
I am bored.
1) Are you really ready for 100 questions?
Bring it baby!
2) Was your last bf/gf a mistake?
I am forever going with the flow, how could falling in love be a mistake?
3) Do you believe in God?
Yes i do.
4) Who did you last say I love you to?
Probably Na or err Wel? Ary?
5) Do you regret it?
Will never.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
Of course!
7) Have a best friend?
Many, not just "a"
8) Are you a boy or girl?
I'm confused. HAHAHA, i'm a girl!
9) What is your relationship status?
Single Available and Ready to Mingle Mingle :P
10) How do you want to die?
With love, satisfied, religiously and with the least pain as possible.
11) What did you last eat?
Dark Choc Digestive Biscuits <3
12) What sports do you play?
Badminton and Swimming
11) Do you play an instrument?
Guitar and Piano
12) Do you bite your nails?
Sometimes, without noticing it.
13) When was your last physical fight?
Maybe as a joke with my younger sister.
14) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what’s your first thought?
Die buat ape?!?!
15) Do you have an attitude?
Doesn't everyone has an attitude? You're not human if you don't.
16) Ever been in love?
Many times
17) What is your real name?
Nadia Halina Nasarudin (i think it's in my profile you know)
18) Like reading?
I LOVE BOOKS. Imma bookworm homie!
19) Are you gonna get high later?
Nah, no thanks. :)
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Hmmm, i don't think so. Oh, John Mc Cain because his main worries if he was elected president are Islamic Terrorist. HELLO MR I LIKE TO START WAR. -_-"
21) Do you miss someone?
My friends who are not in ttdi.
22) Who is your uncle's cousins girlfriend's daughter's boyfriend?
My uncle's cousin ain't got not girlfriend, he's old and he's married. Sorry.
24) Do you tan a lot?
Hahaha. No, i'm dark enough man.
25) How exactly are you feeling?
Sick and Tired and Missing College. (freak gila)
26) Ever ate food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
A lot of times.
28) Have you ever started a fire?
A small one yes. To burn who's shirt tah that time. Forgot. HAHAHA. Prolly with azzam that time.
30) Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people?
Why should they be? They are just an object of love :) The innocent one that kids know of without the term SEX in it.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Certain things, but I'm not revengeful.
32) What are your political views?
Well i don't like the fact Najib is going to lead our country, i believe that Anwar Ibrahim would prolly sell us to the US which is dangerous and Abdullah Badawi is too nice of a person, Mahathir should take time off, your time is done man. Globally, i like Obama better than Mc Cain, i believe that Obama is more sensible and not so much about World Domination, Mc cain seems like another Bush. However i think that if Obama was about to win, he'd prolly be assassinated by the US people themselves before he can even claim himself President of the United States. It's kinda odd if they let the black one got away, if you know what i mean whites. -_-" (Phewh)
33) Do you want to have kids?
When i'm married, have money, Yes.
34) Ever kissed somebody thats name starts with an S?
Hmm. Don't think so. haha. Not yet?
35) Do you type fast?
I think so.
36) Do you have piercings?
Yeah, ear piercings, that's all.
37) Want any more?
Maybe for my lips, but mom would KILL ME.
38) Can you spell well?
Yes, on top of that, my computer has dictionaries :P
39) Do you miss your past?
2004 yes.
40) What are you craving right now?
More money and Macbeth shoes.
50) What should you be doing?
Bathing and starting on my work.
53) Does somebody love you?
Yes. Quite a number of people.
54) What is your favorite color?
Black, Blue, Green and Yellow. Oh Red too. I don't know, i love colors.
55) So are you liking this survey?
Yeah, kinda fun :P
56) Do you like someone?
For me to know, for you to find out.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Currently a bit, but i still trust people easily.
58) Have you ever had sexual feelings for someone?
Explain sexual feelings? Like the one i have for Ville Valo when he's singing or Heath Ledger as Joker? hahahhaa.
59) What are you listening to?
The eerie sound of the air condition.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes, i believe i have though sometimes i can be rude, i noticed.
61) Are you secretly in love?
Is this a trick question? Hahaha.
62) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
Hmmm, I believe he does. Some of them. Not all of em. Hahaha.
65) Is it too personal now?
Is this a continuation of question 62? Haha. No it's not personal ?
67) Should this survey stop?
Nahh! Keep going!
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
NO. I don't wish to reveal the layers of fat i have to the outside world.
69) Do you think you're a good person?
I am a very good and nice person.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Of course it does.
71) Do you take showers?
Mesti lah, everyday.
72) Last time you had a nice bubble bath?
Hmmm, fuckin long time ago :P HAHA.
73) What is bothering you?
Workload. and not going to college.
74) Have you ever done drugs?
Yeah i have, for what you go figure.
76) How do you feel about Wal-Mart?
Err, no feelings?
79) What is your favorite quote?
A wise man learns from other's mistakes and not just his own.
81) Are you mean?
Towards people who are equally mean to me.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Never.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yes, i do.
85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
Not proud but I'm not upset about it either, I'm just fine.
86) Do you wanna change?
Hmm, a little here and there.
87) Who was the last person to make you mad?
Can't freaking remember.
88) Do you like the outside?
Outside world? yes. nothing weird right? haha.
89) Are you currently bored?
Why do you think i'm answering 100 random questions?
90) Do you want to get married?
When the time is right.
92) Are you hungry?
Nah. I'm okay.
93) Do you have a bank account?
Yeah several i think.
94) What makes you happy?
A lot of things. Money is number one, Shopping is number two and A good time is number three... the list goes on.
95) Would you change your name?
Nah, it's cool.
96) Are you paranoid?
About what? Oh maybe la, a bit, about not coping college.
97) Your parents are?
very nice people.
98) Do you watch the news?
Now, i make it a point to watch and keep up to date with the world.
99) What is your zodiac sign?
Capricorn!
100) Do you like Subway?
Food or transportation? I like both :P
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Bring it baby!
2) Was your last bf/gf a mistake?
I am forever going with the flow, how could falling in love be a mistake?
3) Do you believe in God?
Yes i do.
4) Who did you last say I love you to?
Probably Na or err Wel? Ary?
5) Do you regret it?
Will never.
6) Have you ever been depressed?
Of course!
7) Have a best friend?
Many, not just "a"
8) Are you a boy or girl?
I'm confused. HAHAHA, i'm a girl!
9) What is your relationship status?
Single Available and Ready to Mingle Mingle :P
10) How do you want to die?
With love, satisfied, religiously and with the least pain as possible.
11) What did you last eat?
Dark Choc Digestive Biscuits <3
12) What sports do you play?
Badminton and Swimming
11) Do you play an instrument?
Guitar and Piano
12) Do you bite your nails?
Sometimes, without noticing it.
13) When was your last physical fight?
Maybe as a joke with my younger sister.
14) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, what’s your first thought?
Die buat ape?!?!
15) Do you have an attitude?
Doesn't everyone has an attitude? You're not human if you don't.
16) Ever been in love?
Many times
17) What is your real name?
Nadia Halina Nasarudin (i think it's in my profile you know)
18) Like reading?
I LOVE BOOKS. Imma bookworm homie!
19) Are you gonna get high later?
Nah, no thanks. :)
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Hmmm, i don't think so. Oh, John Mc Cain because his main worries if he was elected president are Islamic Terrorist. HELLO MR I LIKE TO START WAR. -_-"
21) Do you miss someone?
My friends who are not in ttdi.
22) Who is your uncle's cousins girlfriend's daughter's boyfriend?
My uncle's cousin ain't got not girlfriend, he's old and he's married. Sorry.
24) Do you tan a lot?
Hahaha. No, i'm dark enough man.
25) How exactly are you feeling?
Sick and Tired and Missing College. (freak gila)
26) Ever ate food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
A lot of times.
28) Have you ever started a fire?
A small one yes. To burn who's shirt tah that time. Forgot. HAHAHA. Prolly with azzam that time.
30) Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people?
Why should they be? They are just an object of love :) The innocent one that kids know of without the term SEX in it.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Certain things, but I'm not revengeful.
32) What are your political views?
Well i don't like the fact Najib is going to lead our country, i believe that Anwar Ibrahim would prolly sell us to the US which is dangerous and Abdullah Badawi is too nice of a person, Mahathir should take time off, your time is done man. Globally, i like Obama better than Mc Cain, i believe that Obama is more sensible and not so much about World Domination, Mc cain seems like another Bush. However i think that if Obama was about to win, he'd prolly be assassinated by the US people themselves before he can even claim himself President of the United States. It's kinda odd if they let the black one got away, if you know what i mean whites. -_-" (Phewh)
33) Do you want to have kids?
When i'm married, have money, Yes.
34) Ever kissed somebody thats name starts with an S?
Hmm. Don't think so. haha. Not yet?
35) Do you type fast?
I think so.
36) Do you have piercings?
Yeah, ear piercings, that's all.
37) Want any more?
Maybe for my lips, but mom would KILL ME.
38) Can you spell well?
Yes, on top of that, my computer has dictionaries :P
39) Do you miss your past?
2004 yes.
40) What are you craving right now?
More money and Macbeth shoes.
50) What should you be doing?
Bathing and starting on my work.
53) Does somebody love you?
Yes. Quite a number of people.
54) What is your favorite color?
Black, Blue, Green and Yellow. Oh Red too. I don't know, i love colors.
55) So are you liking this survey?
Yeah, kinda fun :P
56) Do you like someone?
For me to know, for you to find out.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Currently a bit, but i still trust people easily.
58) Have you ever had sexual feelings for someone?
Explain sexual feelings? Like the one i have for Ville Valo when he's singing or Heath Ledger as Joker? hahahhaa.
59) What are you listening to?
The eerie sound of the air condition.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes, i believe i have though sometimes i can be rude, i noticed.
61) Are you secretly in love?
Is this a trick question? Hahaha.
62) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
Hmmm, I believe he does. Some of them. Not all of em. Hahaha.
65) Is it too personal now?
Is this a continuation of question 62? Haha. No it's not personal ?
67) Should this survey stop?
Nahh! Keep going!
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
NO. I don't wish to reveal the layers of fat i have to the outside world.
69) Do you think you're a good person?
I am a very good and nice person.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Of course it does.
71) Do you take showers?
Mesti lah, everyday.
72) Last time you had a nice bubble bath?
Hmmm, fuckin long time ago :P HAHA.
73) What is bothering you?
Workload. and not going to college.
74) Have you ever done drugs?
Yeah i have, for what you go figure.
76) How do you feel about Wal-Mart?
Err, no feelings?
79) What is your favorite quote?
A wise man learns from other's mistakes and not just his own.
81) Are you mean?
Towards people who are equally mean to me.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Never.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Yes, i do.
85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
Not proud but I'm not upset about it either, I'm just fine.
86) Do you wanna change?
Hmm, a little here and there.
87) Who was the last person to make you mad?
Can't freaking remember.
88) Do you like the outside?
Outside world? yes. nothing weird right? haha.
89) Are you currently bored?
Why do you think i'm answering 100 random questions?
90) Do you want to get married?
When the time is right.
92) Are you hungry?
Nah. I'm okay.
93) Do you have a bank account?
Yeah several i think.
94) What makes you happy?
A lot of things. Money is number one, Shopping is number two and A good time is number three... the list goes on.
95) Would you change your name?
Nah, it's cool.
96) Are you paranoid?
About what? Oh maybe la, a bit, about not coping college.
97) Your parents are?
very nice people.
98) Do you watch the news?
Now, i make it a point to watch and keep up to date with the world.
99) What is your zodiac sign?
Capricorn!
100) Do you like Subway?
Food or transportation? I like both :P
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Joker
Heath Ledger At His Hottest!
Okay okay, since I was young, I've been a big fan of the Joker. I have these little collectibles and action figures of joker. On top of that, I had these little cards and about anything to do with Joker. Unfortunately, my mom has given some of the stuff away ( i think ) or if she haven't, it's somewhere LOST in my house. JUST LIKE WHAT SHE DID TO MY TRANSFORMERS, i love my Decepticons and how dare mom gave it away without my permission. And now when the toys are of more value, she's beginning to regret. Well, too late mom. -_-"
So Joker, the late Heath Ledger is the perfect person to play joker. Not only hot but talented in acting. I'm so glad that they did not pick someone disappointing. Kudos! to the casting team! I can't wait to watch Dark Knight, I really really can't! I don't care if it's not awesome all the way, the trailer itself does justice in elaborating and manifesting Joker's heat! Hot hot heat!!!
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Good Morning 15th July!
What a way to wake up : Coughs, Running Nose, Sweating in a 18 degrees Room and Bed filled with economic magazines.
What a way to start my morning : With Facebook and Myspace and Blogging, A pack of Dark chocolate digestive biscuits, ribena, clarinaise, panadol and ciprobay and chatting to Na.
What to do next : Research more on Economy and Current Issues, Read some business management shit, Improve my family studies project, and oh, study a bit so that I'm not lost in class later when i come. Damned. I kinda miss college.
:(
What a way to start my morning : With Facebook and Myspace and Blogging, A pack of Dark chocolate digestive biscuits, ribena, clarinaise, panadol and ciprobay and chatting to Na.
What to do next : Research more on Economy and Current Issues, Read some business management shit, Improve my family studies project, and oh, study a bit so that I'm not lost in class later when i come. Damned. I kinda miss college.
:(
Monday, July 14, 2008
Underground rising above.
I think the fact that Underground bands are getting more attention than they used to get is great. I have no idea why some people are against the underground and indiscene getting more coverage and fame. To indulge in fame and forget who they were is something else. However, why do some of us resent the fact that people from the underground scene with no press and nationwide popularity are finally getting some. I mean, they very well deserve it. Main example, the band Hujan. A lot of innuendos going around about them. Some about the lead singer himself, Noh and others about the band members and some people say they are just one hit wonders. Why are we all so against other's success? Are we not looking for success in any field we are in too?
I feel that all these bands and acoustics solos rising are awesome. I feel so proud of them and they inspire me to work hard too. They are all good, all great and they're actually great people when taken off their instruments. Now again, why are some of us against them? I like it when people work hard to perform, not just for the sake of money but for their love and passion in music and their sparkling talent. Don't be jealous of others people, it ain't good. ;P
I love most of the acoustic scene. Otam, Yuna, Reza Salleh, Rashdan Harith, Kokokaina, Paolo Delfino, Nick Davis, Liyana of Estrella, etc. etc. They are very the awesomeness :) *Applauds* Keep up the good work people, I'll always be trying to make it to the show :P
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I feel that all these bands and acoustics solos rising are awesome. I feel so proud of them and they inspire me to work hard too. They are all good, all great and they're actually great people when taken off their instruments. Now again, why are some of us against them? I like it when people work hard to perform, not just for the sake of money but for their love and passion in music and their sparkling talent. Don't be jealous of others people, it ain't good. ;P
I love most of the acoustic scene. Otam, Yuna, Reza Salleh, Rashdan Harith, Kokokaina, Paolo Delfino, Nick Davis, Liyana of Estrella, etc. etc. They are very the awesomeness :) *Applauds* Keep up the good work people, I'll always be trying to make it to the show :P
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Horoscopes
I am a believer in things that I shouldn't believe in.
Horoscopes everywhere are actually damned freaky because most of the ones i read, especially those daily ones are true. THE MOST REALISTIC AND FREAKISHLY AND AMAZINGLY TRUE everyday, is the one on friendster. That's the main reason I open my friendster everyday actually. I'm not kidding nor am I joking around. Everyday, the daily horoscope there seems to match my mood and inspire me for the day. Okay fine, you might not believe me like today it wrote ... (jp nk gi copy and paste)
You'll be moved more by facts and figures. You want to get stuff done, and you will.
Okay, so that's the short version, which is true, I want to get my Econs and Family studies shit done once and for all and be through with driving and get more things cleared out of my room. On top of that, I want to sell like some stuff i haven't used and used for extra money. Woot~!
The other day I was having such a shitty day and stuff, with workloads and not enough cash and tiredness and my parents were being so irritating and on top of that I had no one to go to for comfort and stuff. So, I went and checked the horoscopes, it said something like,
Your day can be of many obstacles today. Try different things that makes you happy and forget.
SEE! SEE. I mean, I try not to believe in these shits, Nurul was saying I'm such an easy believer. However, TELL ME HOW NOT TO BELIEVE WHEN IT'S TRUE ALL THE TIME. It's not even a coincident (maybe not yet?) or planned or a hoax. That's the freakish part. So, at the moment, I'm going to diligently follow up with the horoscopes and look forward at my day.
:):):)
Horoscopes everywhere are actually damned freaky because most of the ones i read, especially those daily ones are true. THE MOST REALISTIC AND FREAKISHLY AND AMAZINGLY TRUE everyday, is the one on friendster. That's the main reason I open my friendster everyday actually. I'm not kidding nor am I joking around. Everyday, the daily horoscope there seems to match my mood and inspire me for the day. Okay fine, you might not believe me like today it wrote ... (jp nk gi copy and paste)
You'll be moved more by facts and figures. You want to get stuff done, and you will.
Okay, so that's the short version, which is true, I want to get my Econs and Family studies shit done once and for all and be through with driving and get more things cleared out of my room. On top of that, I want to sell like some stuff i haven't used and used for extra money. Woot~!
The other day I was having such a shitty day and stuff, with workloads and not enough cash and tiredness and my parents were being so irritating and on top of that I had no one to go to for comfort and stuff. So, I went and checked the horoscopes, it said something like,
Your day can be of many obstacles today. Try different things that makes you happy and forget.
SEE! SEE. I mean, I try not to believe in these shits, Nurul was saying I'm such an easy believer. However, TELL ME HOW NOT TO BELIEVE WHEN IT'S TRUE ALL THE TIME. It's not even a coincident (maybe not yet?) or planned or a hoax. That's the freakish part. So, at the moment, I'm going to diligently follow up with the horoscopes and look forward at my day.
:):):)
Cecily Von Ziegesar
I am an avid fan of Cecily Von Ziegesar. I have her every book, I must have and I will have in rain or shine, I'll pre-/special order and I'll do just about anything to read it. It's like taking cocaine i tell you. (Not that I've ever tried cocaine, don't plan to) But Jyeah! Her books are amazing!
Fashion Description, Lives of the upper-east sides, The superficial material needs of people, New York, The food, bagels and gourmet meals, hot dogs, Henri Bendels, Bergdorf Goodman, Barneys, Brooklyn, Constance Billard and St. Judes, Cruising the ocean and getting tans, Nice pastries and deserts, Clubs, Bars, Pubs, Parties and Events, Designer bags and shoes, Limited edition clothes, Designer moms and a-list families, love and sex, high stars hotels and suites, great big toilets and Jacuzzis, downtown parties, CENTRAL PARK, fully extraordinarily furnished penthouses, unimaginable holidays, self-owned island, on top of the peaks birthdays and graduations celebrations, no boundaries and high end education, fun fun fun and fun!
Okay, I sound pretty much obsessed, but I love Gossip Girl, way way way way way way before the series, which had
a) NO BALD VANESSA
b) NO BIG BOOBED JENNY
c) GAY ERIK?
d) ERIK A YOUNGER AND SO NOT HOT BROTHER?
e) NO SCRAWNY AND POETIC DAN
The only part they did justice with is beautiful bitchy Blair, helplessly pretty Serena and hot hot Nate.
XOXO,
Gossip Girl :P
HAHAHAHHAHA. - Gila wannabe.
Tootles,
<33333
Fashion Description, Lives of the upper-east sides, The superficial material needs of people, New York, The food, bagels and gourmet meals, hot dogs, Henri Bendels, Bergdorf Goodman, Barneys, Brooklyn, Constance Billard and St. Judes, Cruising the ocean and getting tans, Nice pastries and deserts, Clubs, Bars, Pubs, Parties and Events, Designer bags and shoes, Limited edition clothes, Designer moms and a-list families, love and sex, high stars hotels and suites, great big toilets and Jacuzzis, downtown parties, CENTRAL PARK, fully extraordinarily furnished penthouses, unimaginable holidays, self-owned island, on top of the peaks birthdays and graduations celebrations, no boundaries and high end education, fun fun fun and fun!
Okay, I sound pretty much obsessed, but I love Gossip Girl, way way way way way way before the series, which had
a) NO BALD VANESSA
b) NO BIG BOOBED JENNY
c) GAY ERIK?
d) ERIK A YOUNGER AND SO NOT HOT BROTHER?
e) NO SCRAWNY AND POETIC DAN
The only part they did justice with is beautiful bitchy Blair, helplessly pretty Serena and hot hot Nate.
XOXO,
Gossip Girl :P
HAHAHAHHAHA. - Gila wannabe.
Tootles,
<33333
Sunday, July 13, 2008
A whole lotta different
How more inconsiderate and insensitive can you be?
Sometimes you do not realize how one person can change your whole life, your whole way of thinking and you, as a whole. You don't realize it because you're so busy in love and living in a fantasy-like world that you forget to touch reality and live YOUR life and not in other's life. However, when all touch reality at the same time, it is you that is going to face the gravity of the situation, the burden and the pain. You don't realize the future ahead because you think that it is alright to just go with the flow. Why would you go with the flow where the flow is going to hurt you? It is because you are stupid enough to think that there is HOPE and CHANCES that you're not going to be THAT hurt. Every hurt, hurts.
How can one person change everything and make you into someone so different? It is magic how a few years can change you into someone happy yet dissatisfied. Yet, no worries, you're still happy you say. EKK EKK. WRONG. You're not happy if you're dissatisfied. No one has the right to hurt you or make you something you're not unless you allow it. No one can force you and manipulate you into doing things you don't want to unless you allow it. It's is you that has to take control on what you can, must, want and need to do.
However then you counter it by saying, "You're in love" / "It's common in couples" / "Alah, Biase lah tu" - EKK EKK. WRONG again. Finding reasons and denying that you're hurt is something you should be aware of. No love should hurt consistently and bring you no good. What happened to the real definition of Love? What happened to the Love that is suppose to bring you happy memories and joyous moments? Love does not have to hurt people and think of it properly. Don't listen to bullshit and don't take any bullshit. Trust? Who can you really trust besides God? None, because there's always a 0.9999999999% of risk in anyone you trust at the least.
Sacrificing shouldn't be done when hinted and wanted and demanded. Then you are being a fool by treating yourself as a slave. Some people think that it is important to sacrifice in relationship. EKK EKK, why would you sacrifice if you're not happy? Put yourself first before anything. Love is open and free and big. Chances are you can fall in love a million times before you stick to one. So don't be afraid to lose someone.
Love talk can go on for hours. The point is that, if you do all these things for the one you love always bare in mind that you might or might not end the relationship sooner or later. Bare in mind that it might not last and your effort will be nothing more than nothing.
:@
Sometimes you do not realize how one person can change your whole life, your whole way of thinking and you, as a whole. You don't realize it because you're so busy in love and living in a fantasy-like world that you forget to touch reality and live YOUR life and not in other's life. However, when all touch reality at the same time, it is you that is going to face the gravity of the situation, the burden and the pain. You don't realize the future ahead because you think that it is alright to just go with the flow. Why would you go with the flow where the flow is going to hurt you? It is because you are stupid enough to think that there is HOPE and CHANCES that you're not going to be THAT hurt. Every hurt, hurts.
How can one person change everything and make you into someone so different? It is magic how a few years can change you into someone happy yet dissatisfied. Yet, no worries, you're still happy you say. EKK EKK. WRONG. You're not happy if you're dissatisfied. No one has the right to hurt you or make you something you're not unless you allow it. No one can force you and manipulate you into doing things you don't want to unless you allow it. It's is you that has to take control on what you can, must, want and need to do.
However then you counter it by saying, "You're in love" / "It's common in couples" / "Alah, Biase lah tu" - EKK EKK. WRONG again. Finding reasons and denying that you're hurt is something you should be aware of. No love should hurt consistently and bring you no good. What happened to the real definition of Love? What happened to the Love that is suppose to bring you happy memories and joyous moments? Love does not have to hurt people and think of it properly. Don't listen to bullshit and don't take any bullshit. Trust? Who can you really trust besides God? None, because there's always a 0.9999999999% of risk in anyone you trust at the least.
Sacrificing shouldn't be done when hinted and wanted and demanded. Then you are being a fool by treating yourself as a slave. Some people think that it is important to sacrifice in relationship. EKK EKK, why would you sacrifice if you're not happy? Put yourself first before anything. Love is open and free and big. Chances are you can fall in love a million times before you stick to one. So don't be afraid to lose someone.
Love talk can go on for hours. The point is that, if you do all these things for the one you love always bare in mind that you might or might not end the relationship sooner or later. Bare in mind that it might not last and your effort will be nothing more than nothing.
:@
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Now everything is crazy
So now we got it, get on the dancefloor, we're gonna rock it, 'cause that's what we're here for, so make a move before i do something drastic, and hit me up 'cause baby you look fantastic.
4th day of college and I'm down with food poisoning. No worries, i have my Medical Certificate XD
Anyways, been making songs quite a lot. Miss making songs with Diandra, she's perpetually busy and now that I'm back in college, I'm too perpetually busy. Oh dear, my my. It's alright, we shall fine time and record all this good piece of shit. Diandra says we sound like a female version of Tenacious D. So mean, she insulted herself and me. But it's okay, we'll go down that dirty road together. *Laughing Muka Stoned* My new song partner is Azahary of course, he plays good guitar, I feel threatened making songs with him, he bust out all this solos and stuff, that's not fair, I'm a basic guitar loser :|
I'm starting to really like Economics and my dad's like bonding with me over economics. *Sigh* I no longer read Seventeen and Cleo and Klue and Junk and Juice and Female instead now, I'm all about Fortune, Times, Forbes, The Economist, Newsweek, etc. etc. Dad also brought home this Economy according to Islam book. OH GOD. My life is changing. Soon, you'll probably see that I've turned into some tight ass bitch businesswoman that does not have a social life (Exaggerates). Whatever it is, I'm liking my CIMP subjects. Made a new friend, Dayah. She's like Layla and Amanda's friend. I miss Lay and Mandah :'( , I miss La Senza frankly. No matter, La Senza isn't the same anyways, with new managers, new people, a lot of "mata sepets" out of no where (I'm a mata sepet but I'm 100% Malay, mind you).
I really have not been meeting a lot of friends, except for my college mates. Nina and Anitt of course and Nina's entourage, Emy and Ajin. I miss my old March intake class. I miss acting all crazy and funny around them. I miss singing out loud and being all comfortably goofy around them. I miss their smart ass non judging and forever helpful presence in class. My new classes are quite competitive, especially economics. The Arab Saudi's i tell you, they are BRILLIANT though they look like their bimbos disguised in mustache and goatees. 0_0
Oh well, Pray for the best and let God do the rest. (If only i prayed)
XC
4th day of college and I'm down with food poisoning. No worries, i have my Medical Certificate XD
Anyways, been making songs quite a lot. Miss making songs with Diandra, she's perpetually busy and now that I'm back in college, I'm too perpetually busy. Oh dear, my my. It's alright, we shall fine time and record all this good piece of shit. Diandra says we sound like a female version of Tenacious D. So mean, she insulted herself and me. But it's okay, we'll go down that dirty road together. *Laughing Muka Stoned* My new song partner is Azahary of course, he plays good guitar, I feel threatened making songs with him, he bust out all this solos and stuff, that's not fair, I'm a basic guitar loser :|
I'm starting to really like Economics and my dad's like bonding with me over economics. *Sigh* I no longer read Seventeen and Cleo and Klue and Junk and Juice and Female instead now, I'm all about Fortune, Times, Forbes, The Economist, Newsweek, etc. etc. Dad also brought home this Economy according to Islam book. OH GOD. My life is changing. Soon, you'll probably see that I've turned into some tight ass bitch businesswoman that does not have a social life (Exaggerates). Whatever it is, I'm liking my CIMP subjects. Made a new friend, Dayah. She's like Layla and Amanda's friend. I miss Lay and Mandah :'( , I miss La Senza frankly. No matter, La Senza isn't the same anyways, with new managers, new people, a lot of "mata sepets" out of no where (I'm a mata sepet but I'm 100% Malay, mind you).
I really have not been meeting a lot of friends, except for my college mates. Nina and Anitt of course and Nina's entourage, Emy and Ajin. I miss my old March intake class. I miss acting all crazy and funny around them. I miss singing out loud and being all comfortably goofy around them. I miss their smart ass non judging and forever helpful presence in class. My new classes are quite competitive, especially economics. The Arab Saudi's i tell you, they are BRILLIANT though they look like their bimbos disguised in mustache and goatees. 0_0
Oh well, Pray for the best and let God do the rest. (If only i prayed)
XC
Monday, July 7, 2008
Macbeth Baby, Macbeth!
Oh Hey, I forgot, have i blogged about Macbeth? The fact that THEY ARE HERE IN CINELEISURE DAMANSARA? HAVE I? HAVE I?
Alright, if I have or I haven't, those babies are fcukikin awesome! I got to know that this shop called 1st Heaven was going to sell Macbeth shoes and I went crazy. Of course, first person I informed was the other well known Macbeth fan, Iffatizzle! :P So, on Wednesday before Dya and I head off to Nilai we checked out the shop's opening. Oh boy, I could literally but not literally drool. THOSE BABIES ARE HOT I TELL YOU, HOT!
I'm waiting for some more designs to come in about a week and I'm going to buy me-self a pair!
<3 :)-
Alright, if I have or I haven't, those babies are fcukikin awesome! I got to know that this shop called 1st Heaven was going to sell Macbeth shoes and I went crazy. Of course, first person I informed was the other well known Macbeth fan, Iffatizzle! :P So, on Wednesday before Dya and I head off to Nilai we checked out the shop's opening. Oh boy, I could literally but not literally drool. THOSE BABIES ARE HOT I TELL YOU, HOT!
I'm waiting for some more designs to come in about a week and I'm going to buy me-self a pair!
<3 :)-
College Life Again
Current Favorite Track, Tears dry on their own, hanya kau yang mampu, heartbreaker and american boy. Addictive.
So, started my 2nd semester. A lot of ice breaking sessions just now. I'm taking Interdisciplinary Studies, Business Management, Economics and Individuals Diversity and Family Studies. All seems fine to me. I like Economics so far because of Dr. Z i supposed. He's the kind of old round jolly man you would like to hear him talking crap because he's damn funny, polite, and adorable. The teacher for the social studies is a bit intimidatingly scary. She's all overly dramatic, she should be Diandra's teacher in DOP. *laughing at the thought*Met my college mates after a month, God, do I miss them a lot! Azrool is still funny, Andrew is still tall, Anitt lost weight, Izzat is still up-tight and competitive, Charis is still perpetually sarcastic, Aliza still sweet, Zaleha's still happy all the time, Ren is still pretty, Yin is still all sisterly/motherly/brotherly and TRACY IS WITH DARWIN. *pause*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *stop* I mean it's so sweet and all but it's so funnily and shockingly sweet. Congrats you two! :P
CIMP July Intake Amount of Hot Guys - ZERO so far.
:) I'm feeling alright :)
So, started my 2nd semester. A lot of ice breaking sessions just now. I'm taking Interdisciplinary Studies, Business Management, Economics and Individuals Diversity and Family Studies. All seems fine to me. I like Economics so far because of Dr. Z i supposed. He's the kind of old round jolly man you would like to hear him talking crap because he's damn funny, polite, and adorable. The teacher for the social studies is a bit intimidatingly scary. She's all overly dramatic, she should be Diandra's teacher in DOP. *laughing at the thought*Met my college mates after a month, God, do I miss them a lot! Azrool is still funny, Andrew is still tall, Anitt lost weight, Izzat is still up-tight and competitive, Charis is still perpetually sarcastic, Aliza still sweet, Zaleha's still happy all the time, Ren is still pretty, Yin is still all sisterly/motherly/brotherly and TRACY IS WITH DARWIN. *pause*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *stop* I mean it's so sweet and all but it's so funnily and shockingly sweet. Congrats you two! :P
CIMP July Intake Amount of Hot Guys - ZERO so far.
:) I'm feeling alright :)
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Sempurna
Right, define Sempurna. In English, it means perfect. How could you define perfection? Nothing is ever perfect and perfected in this world. Except God of course, but God too is out of this world. I don't think God would want to live in a world full of corruption, war and massive amount of inhumane people anyways.
In my opinion, perfection does not have one meaning but it accumulates up to everyone's definition of perfection. Let's say, one of the things that makes a song perfect to you is the skills the musician has in playing their instrument but mine is how sweet the singer's voice is? The definition of perfection isn't written in the Al-Quran or Bible. It's just known to be something fulfilling, satisfying and to our extreme liking.
My definition of a perfect life : I may be and do whatever I wish just as long as I'm Happy all the time.
:)
In my opinion, perfection does not have one meaning but it accumulates up to everyone's definition of perfection. Let's say, one of the things that makes a song perfect to you is the skills the musician has in playing their instrument but mine is how sweet the singer's voice is? The definition of perfection isn't written in the Al-Quran or Bible. It's just known to be something fulfilling, satisfying and to our extreme liking.
My definition of a perfect life : I may be and do whatever I wish just as long as I'm Happy all the time.
:)
Late Night Lessons
So Alright, late night talks with Ary have really become a life and love lesson despite our frequent visits to the memory lane. It's damned funny to look at us back in the early days of high school. Ary kept on saying no girl really cared about him when he entered high school except me. Which is a flattering comment. Which makes me the Bestfriend i supposed? So jyeah, going through the memory lane. So I guess I'd share some of them that has to do with Ary. The ones i remember.
Uno, we talked about the first time I went on a date with Imran and Ary was like the, bodyguard? That was so freaking funny. I remembered us watching Taxi and everybody being so awkwardly stiff. Me and Ary was talking more than i was supposedly talking to Imran. Yet, things work out well between us. But da break up la, lama punya cerita dah ni.
Next story, Ary's first visit to Schatten Studio he said he remembered me and ta being there with Aftaz and Naufal. Which wasn't a surprise because we ALWAYS hang around with them last time. These days we pass each other like strangers. I really really miss playing truant, skipping school and classes with Ajiq, Alan, Mie, Naufal, Aftaz, etc. etc. Them lah. Those badge. They are all grown up and not that immature to kidnap little kids no more.
Then there was SK2's BBQ Reunion dinner or whatever. Ary said that i had come with Sab. I sort of forgot about the BBQ. However, i do specifically remembered Nira showing off her new cybershot at that time. 2003. Damned, were we jealous.
Oh, My birthday. That i won't forget. Ary, Bet, Izmir, Borge and Paul had left my house late at night. They stayed playing guitar. I remembered teaching Ary the chords to "Kau Ilhamku". Ary ended up making a better version. I remembered trying to get a perfect picture with Bet. I remembered Paul crapping (as usual). I will never forget that Ary had gave me RM50 as a present in a sampul duit raya. I thought it was really sweet because normal friends don't really give that much. You understands mua?
Then there was the time after Ary, Bet and Borge futsal. They came over and lepaked my room. We tried to get a picture of Borge but he was too quick. That era no one had muscles yet okay. Maybe Bet did, he was always so vain. Ary had left his sweaty face towel on my bed. I had washed it very clean and reused it as my face towel. It's honestly very comfy. Think and soft, perfectissimo!
Something very memorable to me was the time Imran had called from Pangkor and Ary had played Greenday - Time of yourlife in the background. It was my favorite song that time. Damned cool. They were sitting by the beach and everyone in Imran's side was teasing Imran for talking on the phone with me. Those were they childhood days.
First time we visited Ary's house was late 2005 during HARI RAYA! We had bullied nurul to the maximum. It was hilarious and we camwhored in front of Ary's house with no shame. It was really funny. Ayun and Malina was the one who took the pictures for us. We were such stuck up bitches. Sigh.
Oh, during puasa month in 2004, i used to talk to Imran on the phone for the longest of time and i remembered dialing ary's number straight away after imran's cordless phone dies to give a summary of what we talked about and bore ary to death. By that time it was sahur. Ary's favorite line was "Relax nad, Relax nad". Hahaha. I'm not surprised that he says that though. I used to talk in one breath so excited and happy.
During form 3, I in a way did not contacted Ary as much as i did then. I was so involved with one social-outcast moron that I lacked attention towards my bestfriend. We talked through out the year but not often. Sometimes we gave each other a call or ask about love advises. I know one things for sure is that, EVERY GUY I DATE, ARY would be one of the first to know and someone i go to if something is wrong. Ary's never broken my trust which gains him the respect he deserves.
Form 4 till now, we start being awesomely and supremely best friends again. This was because we were in the same class. It was nice having ary around all the time. It is still nice. I hope It will always be nice. And now it's my turn to prove to ary that i'd be around and holding his back up high in the shittiest situation he can ever go through because he's my bestfriend.
<3<3
Uno, we talked about the first time I went on a date with Imran and Ary was like the, bodyguard? That was so freaking funny. I remembered us watching Taxi and everybody being so awkwardly stiff. Me and Ary was talking more than i was supposedly talking to Imran. Yet, things work out well between us. But da break up la, lama punya cerita dah ni.
Next story, Ary's first visit to Schatten Studio he said he remembered me and ta being there with Aftaz and Naufal. Which wasn't a surprise because we ALWAYS hang around with them last time. These days we pass each other like strangers. I really really miss playing truant, skipping school and classes with Ajiq, Alan, Mie, Naufal, Aftaz, etc. etc. Them lah. Those badge. They are all grown up and not that immature to kidnap little kids no more.
Then there was SK2's BBQ Reunion dinner or whatever. Ary said that i had come with Sab. I sort of forgot about the BBQ. However, i do specifically remembered Nira showing off her new cybershot at that time. 2003. Damned, were we jealous.
Oh, My birthday. That i won't forget. Ary, Bet, Izmir, Borge and Paul had left my house late at night. They stayed playing guitar. I remembered teaching Ary the chords to "Kau Ilhamku". Ary ended up making a better version. I remembered trying to get a perfect picture with Bet. I remembered Paul crapping (as usual). I will never forget that Ary had gave me RM50 as a present in a sampul duit raya. I thought it was really sweet because normal friends don't really give that much. You understands mua?
Then there was the time after Ary, Bet and Borge futsal. They came over and lepaked my room. We tried to get a picture of Borge but he was too quick. That era no one had muscles yet okay. Maybe Bet did, he was always so vain. Ary had left his sweaty face towel on my bed. I had washed it very clean and reused it as my face towel. It's honestly very comfy. Think and soft, perfectissimo!
Something very memorable to me was the time Imran had called from Pangkor and Ary had played Greenday - Time of yourlife in the background. It was my favorite song that time. Damned cool. They were sitting by the beach and everyone in Imran's side was teasing Imran for talking on the phone with me. Those were they childhood days.
First time we visited Ary's house was late 2005 during HARI RAYA! We had bullied nurul to the maximum. It was hilarious and we camwhored in front of Ary's house with no shame. It was really funny. Ayun and Malina was the one who took the pictures for us. We were such stuck up bitches. Sigh.
Oh, during puasa month in 2004, i used to talk to Imran on the phone for the longest of time and i remembered dialing ary's number straight away after imran's cordless phone dies to give a summary of what we talked about and bore ary to death. By that time it was sahur. Ary's favorite line was "Relax nad, Relax nad". Hahaha. I'm not surprised that he says that though. I used to talk in one breath so excited and happy.
During form 3, I in a way did not contacted Ary as much as i did then. I was so involved with one social-outcast moron that I lacked attention towards my bestfriend. We talked through out the year but not often. Sometimes we gave each other a call or ask about love advises. I know one things for sure is that, EVERY GUY I DATE, ARY would be one of the first to know and someone i go to if something is wrong. Ary's never broken my trust which gains him the respect he deserves.
Form 4 till now, we start being awesomely and supremely best friends again. This was because we were in the same class. It was nice having ary around all the time. It is still nice. I hope It will always be nice. And now it's my turn to prove to ary that i'd be around and holding his back up high in the shittiest situation he can ever go through because he's my bestfriend.
<3<3
Friday, July 4, 2008
Redefine.
I am officially strong, self-righteous, confident, charming, smart, brave, talented, beautiful and kind. I am always generous in many ways, friendly to people, fair at all angles of conversing and polite to those who deserves my courtesies and etiquettes. I admit my sins, my faults, my failures, my weaknesses and my flaws that God has sent upon my face and body. I find myself bored and boring at times, lonely at many mornings and seated with a crowd i don't ever want to lose or aimless and confused by many situations cast upon me. I am a hell of a swearing machine with the volume of my voice out loud. I research for the most random things in life but loathe to discover things that really matters. I am those who procrastinate and I am those who hypocritically infuriates at other's procrastination. I am passionate in many things i love and love the things i have passion for. I growl at the account of stupidity but uses stupidity to account parts of myself. I am emotional. I am a believer that fights for those who believes in legitimate believes. I am parts of people I know for years have caused the sharing of traits. Yet, I'm Myself.
XoXo,
Boar Them Is Tress,
<3
XoXo,
Boar Them Is Tress,
<3
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Orang Minyak
Sometimes i feel like some of us Malaysians are very stupid, insensitive and close-minded.
Could you believe some random guy on Facebook had his time to argue and defend his 4 or more paragraph long rights about protesting about the raise in Oil Pricing just because I mentioned it was stupid. Jeez. That's exactly what I'm talking about Malaysians are stupid.
First, YES, the increase in oil pricing is making everybody's life difficult. Not just the lower-class people of Malaysia but also towards the other classes. The thing is, why are we Malaysians making things harder. Protesting, Demonstrating, Barraging Petronas and the Government with accusations and confrontations. What are we? Inhumane and Irrational just because of Oil?
Agreed, that the government promised us a lot of things that haven't come any near to fruition but the people should know that the government is not that rich either because maybe for they have to always take money from Petronas who in actuality loses billions and billions of ringgit to subsidize oil for the citizens of Malaysia.
To say that the public transport sucks and is always never on time, is that your only defense why you don't want to use the public transport? Just that? One sentence only? And that's why we all need a car? Oh oh, and that's why OIL PRICING HAS TO DECREASE?
I believe people in Malaysia should learn to adapt with their predicaments. Learn to adapt to the price of oil right now, learn to carpool, learn to use public transport, learn to live according to what we can afford in actuality and not just whine and complain and protest. Have God not given us the willpower to live and the strength to survive? Malaysians always say that they are so called Developed and "Maju". It just takes an increase in the oil to show how close minded people here are. How dependent everyone is. On top of that, Malaysians should be ashamed of themselves for dissing the Government and saying bad things about them when now, it simply shows how they keep on needing the government to lower prices for them, wanting to live in a fantasy world which does not exist in the gravity of reality!
Oh another interesting thing that i find right, these protest going on, why the fuck are they selling t-shirts and pens and whatnots? HELLO, if you're protesting for a good cause which benefits the people and to help people save money and have more money, WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SELLING UGLY RED USELESS TSHIRTS? To make up for a kain buruk in the near future where everybody is poor? JEEEEEZ, BODOH NYA. IF you really want to help people and their income, don't sell unnecessary items such as red ugly tshirts which only writes "Protes Turun". WASTE OF MONEY MUCH? What's your defense now? A souvefuckingnir ?
Argh, i am as pissed at the people in the government who are corrupted and currently greedily taking money like they own it and as if they deserve it because they are coward to face the reality and the money they don't have as i am as pissed towards the rest of the Malaysians who do not know how to live according to what they have.
BE GRATEFUL PEOPLE AND REALIZE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING AND DOING.
:@
Could you believe some random guy on Facebook had his time to argue and defend his 4 or more paragraph long rights about protesting about the raise in Oil Pricing just because I mentioned it was stupid. Jeez. That's exactly what I'm talking about Malaysians are stupid.
First, YES, the increase in oil pricing is making everybody's life difficult. Not just the lower-class people of Malaysia but also towards the other classes. The thing is, why are we Malaysians making things harder. Protesting, Demonstrating, Barraging Petronas and the Government with accusations and confrontations. What are we? Inhumane and Irrational just because of Oil?
Agreed, that the government promised us a lot of things that haven't come any near to fruition but the people should know that the government is not that rich either because maybe for they have to always take money from Petronas who in actuality loses billions and billions of ringgit to subsidize oil for the citizens of Malaysia.
To say that the public transport sucks and is always never on time, is that your only defense why you don't want to use the public transport? Just that? One sentence only? And that's why we all need a car? Oh oh, and that's why OIL PRICING HAS TO DECREASE?
I believe people in Malaysia should learn to adapt with their predicaments. Learn to adapt to the price of oil right now, learn to carpool, learn to use public transport, learn to live according to what we can afford in actuality and not just whine and complain and protest. Have God not given us the willpower to live and the strength to survive? Malaysians always say that they are so called Developed and "Maju". It just takes an increase in the oil to show how close minded people here are. How dependent everyone is. On top of that, Malaysians should be ashamed of themselves for dissing the Government and saying bad things about them when now, it simply shows how they keep on needing the government to lower prices for them, wanting to live in a fantasy world which does not exist in the gravity of reality!
Oh another interesting thing that i find right, these protest going on, why the fuck are they selling t-shirts and pens and whatnots? HELLO, if you're protesting for a good cause which benefits the people and to help people save money and have more money, WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SELLING UGLY RED USELESS TSHIRTS? To make up for a kain buruk in the near future where everybody is poor? JEEEEEZ, BODOH NYA. IF you really want to help people and their income, don't sell unnecessary items such as red ugly tshirts which only writes "Protes Turun". WASTE OF MONEY MUCH? What's your defense now? A souvefuckingnir ?
Argh, i am as pissed at the people in the government who are corrupted and currently greedily taking money like they own it and as if they deserve it because they are coward to face the reality and the money they don't have as i am as pissed towards the rest of the Malaysians who do not know how to live according to what they have.
BE GRATEFUL PEOPLE AND REALIZE WHAT YOU ARE SAYING AND DOING.
:@
WANTED : Longer Bangs and Germany's Rightful Victory
Went and cut my fringe on Sunday. I wanted it to be longer actually. It came out quite short. But it's a layered fringe so what the hell, I'm happy, anyways. Have a look :P
That is Mua, Trying to be Cute with the new fringe, behind the curtains.
SO, anyways, I AM UPSET THAT GERMANY LOST. The game was rubbish. First things first, I know that when you're sore you tend to blame others for their lost but HELLO, OPEN YOUR EYES AND JUST WATCH AT THE STUPID REFF'S. :@
They were so annoying, every little thing Germany did, they'd be whistling away. On the other hand, Spain got away with many offense. ARGHHHH, me and nira was talking about it through out the morning. I mean, what the hell? FCUKIKING Italians, go home and make pasta.
Toodles :) I want pasta. :C
:|
That is Mua, Trying to be Cute with the new fringe, behind the curtains.SO, anyways, I AM UPSET THAT GERMANY LOST. The game was rubbish. First things first, I know that when you're sore you tend to blame others for their lost but HELLO, OPEN YOUR EYES AND JUST WATCH AT THE STUPID REFF'S. :@
They were so annoying, every little thing Germany did, they'd be whistling away. On the other hand, Spain got away with many offense. ARGHHHH, me and nira was talking about it through out the morning. I mean, what the hell? FCUKIKING Italians, go home and make pasta.
Toodles :) I want pasta. :C
:|
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