A whole lotta different

How more inconsiderate and insensitive can you be?

Sometimes you do not realize how one person can change your whole life, your whole way of thinking and you, as a whole. You don't realize it because you're so busy in love and living in a fantasy-like world that you forget to touch reality and live YOUR life and not in other's life. However, when all touch reality at the same time, it is you that is going to face the gravity of the situation, the burden and the pain. You don't realize the future ahead because you think that it is alright to just go with the flow. Why would you go with the flow where the flow is going to hurt you? It is because you are stupid enough to think that there is HOPE and CHANCES that you're not going to be THAT hurt. Every hurt, hurts.

How can one person change everything and make you into someone so different? It is magic how a few years can change you into someone happy yet dissatisfied. Yet, no worries, you're still happy you say. EKK EKK. WRONG. You're not happy if you're dissatisfied. No one has the right to hurt you or make you something you're not unless you allow it. No one can force you and manipulate you into doing things you don't want to unless you allow it. It's is you that has to take control on what you can, must, want and need to do.

However then you counter it by saying, "You're in love" / "It's common in couples" / "Alah, Biase lah tu" - EKK EKK. WRONG again. Finding reasons and denying that you're hurt is something you should be aware of. No love should hurt consistently and bring you no good. What happened to the real definition of Love? What happened to the Love that is suppose to bring you happy memories and joyous moments? Love does not have to hurt people and think of it properly. Don't listen to bullshit and don't take any bullshit. Trust? Who can you really trust besides God? None, because there's always a 0.9999999999% of risk in anyone you trust at the least.

Sacrificing shouldn't be done when hinted and wanted and demanded. Then you are being a fool by treating yourself as a slave. Some people think that it is important to sacrifice in relationship. EKK EKK, why would you sacrifice if you're not happy? Put yourself first before anything. Love is open and free and big. Chances are you can fall in love a million times before you stick to one. So don't be afraid to lose someone.

Love talk can go on for hours. The point is that, if you do all these things for the one you love always bare in mind that you might or might not end the relationship sooner or later. Bare in mind that it might not last and your effort will be nothing more than nothing.

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