Bye Bye January 2010

As of today,

I've lost a kilo, I've read three books but I didn't managed to save the money I wanted to.

So hello february, bring on your wits.

Lamento D' Filamento

You make me feel ugly yet it makes me complete,
You make me feel sad yet it corks up a smile,
I feel depressed when you make me happy,
I feel it's simple the way you live,
I want to have more than what meets the eye,
No Cinderellas' but more broomsticks and rag cloths,
Your compliment feels like a bullet,
Eleven of them through my heart.

Help.

the fifth.

I just honestly think that I'm losing my marbles. I'm losing it. I have everything yet I feel nothing. I feel completely discontent with myself. I feel uttermost upset with the little pieces of this puzzle that are still missing. Little joint and bone connectors that are just not connecting. I truthfully have the best man for me, the greatest of friends and the kindest family, yet, I am not the best, the greatest or the kindest. I need a life, fast.

Mourning,
nad.