Do you know what hurts the most in love? Losing it.
It's not about how you lost that person, it's more on the lost of feelings.
It's not about how you wish they'd come back, it's really how you wish the norms you had came back,
It's not about how you wish the tears would stop, it's more on how you wish the tears was worth it,
And you know you can't control crying, you can't control breaking down, you can't control feeling so breathless, you just wish you had the will to live again, even though you can't see that you're living. How much more painful can it get when you were so filled with life and now you're just empty. You have nothing to wake up in the morning for, you have nothing to plan for, you lost the purpose of actually living this life, you just pretty much lost your way.
Being in love is the best feeling you could ever feel, hands down. The blissful happiness, the fun, the way you enjoy day after day someone loving you back, it's the best, by far. Happiness actually, is the best feeling ever. And it comes within love and many other things. It's that unspoken bond you have between you, that happiness from within your hearts that does not need to be manifested. Oh, love.
But it's pretty hopeless, once they leave.
