This is mine.

I'm glad of the days that hurt bad,
I'm glad that there were people to ruin my day,
I'm thankful to those who are not by my side,
I'm thankful to those who pretend they were my friends,
I'm thrilled to find that there are indeed envious people,
I'm thrilled to find they are envious of me,
I smile at the fact the were temporary failures,
I smile at others for stealing my victory,

Maybe 'people' do not understand that it is my ability to consume my own dread that has made me a mile further than what I was yesterday. I need not be judge or publicly told of what I have loss and what I have gained. When the past seems like a recurring missile to you, it is just a smudge I've managed to wipe. Nobody wishes to kill you for heaven's sake. If it's a war that you wish, find the right ammo first. Because life seems to good to be true right now if you want to lose this game. ;)

I have come to a point of retiring from such obligations to please who I do not want to please. Who do not accept me for what I am and what I want to be. Those who pretend they hold the righteous truth when they simply lack courage to live. I'm done trying to conceal what I'm made of and what plants a smile on my face. I've long realized that I do not waste my judgments on what I am judge on. I walk on those judgments. And to your surprise, I still live, breathe and practically sleep just fine.

A jumpstart is often shaky, but the ride stays smooth.
Get your seatbelts on, because you don't know how to drive.
<3
Nad.