Prom

So tmrw is CIMP's prom, but I'm just too lazy to bother.

I thought prom was your thang Nad?

-ta

Well, not anymore I supposed. Especially when I'm not organizing it right? *Evil Laughs*

I managed the nicest prom i could have managed last year but it was one of the worst nights ever for me. So I supposed MY PROM was like a stepping stone and a turning ship in my life. It showed me how much I had lost and how much I still had, that time. It showed me reality. I only liked prom for the numerous times me and my friends went to the place to set things up and how Haikal constantly wanted free food. I liked prom for the prom dress searching, going to Mydin, finding little bits and pieces for decoration and even finding money was fun. Although i still technically owe mom 4k. But, that's besides the point.

Yet prom had it's downsides, missing presents, sleepless nights, endless fights, ballistic sessions in KL convec toilets with ta, waking up to the empty feelings inside and feeling like i'm putting 159.87% of effort in making things work to not enjoy it in the end. Which was shit. Period. After that, i supposed prom just gave me bad memories and attempting another prom sounds lame. I'd rather just go out at night and take a stroll in the bar with my besties. I love my friends.

<3