People you think trust the most.

People you trust the most in actuality does not necessarily mean your bestfriend and your bestfriend does not necessarily mean forever and forever people is not the definition for happiness.

People are blind when they have this imaginary vision of how lovely forever is. Wake up from your fairytales, forever is actually hard to maintain, full of pain and it goes around that way time to time, again and again.

Have you no sense that if you say or wish to be in a relationship forever you're bound to get angry at each other anyways? Have you not realize that having "friends forever", you make yourselves fired up at the person that supposedly are your true friends forever when they make mistakes or betray you or leave you out or lie to you or hide from you and even indirectly stab your back?

What kind of world are we leaving in that we live by pretentious slogans, catchphrase and motto's like bff and i love you, forever ?

What kind of friend hides from you the truth? What kind of friends tell you something FALSE to make you live in a pretentious world such as a BFF? What kind of friends infuriates when you do something and ignores the fact that they're very much the same? What kind of friends be a hypocrite in front of you? What kind of friends lie and stabs you in the back? What kind of friend tells you that you're more important but doesn't believe it at heart? What use are pretentious, lying, stupid, ignorant, hypocrite and cowardly friends in this life when you only live once to enjoy it? Why do we take time to endure pain and put up bullshits for people we call friends when at a bigger picture, they do not feel the same way you do about them.

So people have mixed views, they say that, "Oh, after all the years we've been bestfriends, we can't leave now." I say it's another bullshit this world creates up to cover their flaws and mistakes as a form of being in denial. Yes, those were the days when your friend was nice to you, when your friend cared about you genuinely and when your friend actually took you as a bestfriend too. So get over it, it's over, people change and so does your SO CALLED bestfriends. All you can do to not feel all emotional about it is to realize that this world is over populated with many other people and you can make so much more friends and stick long enough with them to built a strong friendship all over again, when you fail, there's still more people to find. It's only a matter of do we, or do we not want it.

It proves I'm sick of people and the bullshit they have but no matter at the very least I'm still sane.

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