The way you think.

I do not understand why people judge so much. I am a victim of the circumstances but at the very least, I am still Open about many things. Honestly, you can tell me a lot of things without me being all that judgmental. What I'm trying to say is, I will judge you by telling myself that you're morally or ethically doing something not right. Standard ah. But, I will not personally have a problem against you, as long as you're not causing trouble in my life. That's fine hozay.

I admit to the world that I'm not those who stays and live on the good side of life. I enjoy being rebellious, breaking the law, doing things most people aren't easy with and put it all together, having fun without limits. I believe in Never saying Never because I don't want to be a BIG hypocrite. I know there are somethings that I am very much hypocritical about yet most of them aren't involved with experimenting the things you're thought to stay away from in life. I know it's confusing, try and understand what i just said. The thing is, although I live by Never saying Never, I have a rough idea what I want to be, Who i want to be, Where I'm going to go, What I'm going to do and How I'm going to live. Just because I'm outspoken and outgoing does not necessarily mean I'm a bad person. Why are we so twisted in our heads, have we no trust, faith and positivity?

Just for your information, status of my studies : FINE, a bit better than average. I'm not failing anything, I'm not missing out on anything and I'm definitely not someone who does not care about her academic life. I'm getting A's and do i deserve to be labeled as "Rosak"?

Rosak - A Malay word referring to broken, non-functioning or damaged. However these days rosak brings on a different meaning which indicates a wild and can't be help behavior of a person. Rosak is used to label people when they have gone bad, they get involved into deep-shits and all that comes under the same roof as that. My mom had always thought me to not be angry when judged because partially it's usually my fault. She thought me to take time figuring out what I've done and try looking at it from a third party's point of view. So, I've tried. Heck, I don't still don't see why I'm so God damned bad. It's not something new that I've been labeled as the bad people you shouldn't hang out with. It started way back from school days.

I have no respect to Old-gossiping ladies of Taman Tun, Overly judgmental but non helping teachers and Muslim advisers, Hypocritical friends that turn their backs upon their judgment and Distant, barely acquaintances that trash-talk others they do not know of at all. Have you nothing better to do in your life? Get a life, make it worthwhile instead. *Grunts grunts*

So again, I question, Why do people judge so much?
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