Lovelights

Made of Honor has succeeded in making me depressed and wishful thinking. I want a love that will love like that, the love like in the movies, the fairytale love that WE ALL ARE AWARE OF not really available in REALITY.

Alright, so really, in my opinion, I don't think fairytale love is bogus. I mean, i know not everyone can have that much happiness and love and money and all but it is all not impossible at the same time. I believe that you can have your fairytale love anytime you like, may you be poor or upset or ugly or nothing in this world. I mean think of it, everything starts with ambition, dreams, aspirations and effort anyways. If you believe that your life can be a functioning fairytale, why not? I'm right beside yeah sistah!

On a 12am, at almost the ending days of June, i can for once say, i feel empty right now. I'm not interested in anyone but myself, which really is weird because I'm beginning to close the outside world. I don't want to die unmarried! *Laughs* I think it's the time of the month I'm supposed to have my period or something and coincidently it is also the time where all my friends start to leave for their studies. On top of that, the fact that Wel keeps crying to me on the phone, makes me feel worst. Jeez, great Wellie. It's been a fulfilling day. Meet a lot of friends, lepak, movies, makan and walk around making stupid jokes yet it's a weird night. Oh my god, what is happening to my brain, it's really scattered and all over.

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